When life does't give you lemons

I do believe that moving here to live with Bill was one of the best choices I have ever made. Since being here, I've had so many things to adjust to. The life I have here is very different than living in a big city like Phoenix. I can't say it's been easy for me. At times, adjusting has been extremely hard. Still, I'm very happy with Bill. I wouldn't want it any other way. Being apart was entirely too difficult. We have blended our families well and seem to mesh perfectly. Some said it couldn't be done.

We have had some times of difficulty like any relationship will have. We get through them and only become closer. Being apart for so long taught us how to communicate well. I don't think I've ever had better communication with any relationship. He and I can talk to each other which is so amazing. I never feel like I have to hold back. I can be myself, my whole self, and he accepts it. I love that!

I think the hardest thing we had to overcome was finding out I was pregnant. Neither of us wanted more kids but sometimes things happen that we don't prepare for. As time has gone on, we have become excited (and a little nervous) about being parents again. When he rubs my belly and kisses it, my heart soars. I love him so much and I just know that this baby is exactly what is supposed to happen for us. I can't wait to meet our little boy in only a few weeks. I am excited to watch Bill be a father and take our relationship to that level. It could be the hormones but I have to say, I've never felt closer to him than I do now.

As I look back on how our relationship formed and cultivated into what it is now, it all seems as though it flowed perfectly. Synchronicity is amazing and I see it in play here very much. Every event that lead us here was in perfect timing. All is as it should be and that feels pretty damn good!